Awareness and Escape

includes index and biblioraphy

Retrospectively .........12 Will I continue to be a brother of Christ .....15 Out of the Cloistered life, to the World Outside .......21 In the World of Insecurities ........23 A son to defame the family ........25 In the path of Traditions .......28 How does a certain place get its original name changed carithas hospital .......31 Preserve the seal : a Tribute to father philip .........36 Conflicts of the soul: Varkichen the model .....40 Beware of Him .........42 Reverened father thomas alias Thomas Swamiyar ......45 Mother and mother earth .....50 Did you visit me today .......55 Makkariosachen`s Gospel ........60 Mark him and Despise him .......64 Trapped in his own Pit ......68 through the narrow passage ...73 Brothers : Leo and polycarp: Protests against the communist Goverment ....76 Christmas and re-union of Friends ...87 Jessy: The jasmin Bud ........91 Those who expected his second coming , and the legend about yakshis .......97 Defense of makkariosachen .........104 The Long-Legged thomas .....109 In the way of the cross: behind makkariosachen .......114 Living the sermon on the mount .......123 The first - born for the services of God ..........128 Lambs that are brought to the Slaughter house ...131 Communion of the believers and non-believers .....135 NOvember first ....138 A sign for those who are persecuted ........141 Who are we to direct the path of a River ............152 The pride and vanity in the Construction of a New Church ............157 Saints are: Our Mothers ......160 Oh Lord, do not make my life go in vain ......170